Sometimes...

Sometimes, on the days when all around you people are screaming and shouting and generally loudly voicing their own opinions without listening and nobody even cares because they love the sound of their own screaming voice too much and won't take any other opinion into account and you can't hear the sound of your own thoughts let alone voice because all around there are people who are waiting to be heard and need to be heard and are getting heard more than you and there's nothing you can do because you can't scream or yell or even whisper quietly to yourself and all the while just waves and waves of noise and people wanting and wishing and hoping and generally being people beat down on you and make you small small small small too small to do anything too small to make a difference too small to shout out the answer even though you're trying but now you don't even know what to believe because people make good points and bad points and points you aren't sure are right and some you are and now you can't even think for yourself because everything is too much and there is no one with you to stand next to you in case you lose sight of who you are and what you are doing and what you believe in and where you stand and what you want and there are too many people, too many people and they all say something different and you don't know what to believe in...

Sometimes on those days.

I just kinda want to hide.

But I won't.