Well, This Will Be Awkward In The Future

Hey Doo-bly-doos.

Apparently Maddy Kays likes me.

And I really don't know what to feel about this.

I mean, she's pretty cool, I guess. I don't really know her too well, but then again, do I really know anyone in Drama 1-2 that well?
But there's the fact that I kind-of like Abby right now, which is a problem.

And the fact the last time someone liked me, which was in 6th and 7th grade, I didn't reciprocate and avoided her for most of the rest of Middle School. Which was awkward and I wish I could have taken it better, but hey, I don't know anything about this liking other people process.

Plus the fact that I'm not really into her, I guess. Which is something that you need, as I have heard from various sources.
But I'm also flattered that she laid herself out there, put herself on the line. Which is something that I can't do. There are those who would probably say, me among them, that she's a stronger person than I am.

But the fact that she did open herself wide leaves us with the unenviable position of having to talk about it, something that I don't relish, and will potentially be quite awkward in the future.

My only consolation is that I'm a better, wiser, and a much more mature and funnier person then I was when I was in 6th grade. And I hope to god it helps me here.